Our home is crazy, husband divorcing me and sleeping in house next door he now owns, both houses need fixed and he has to fix the house up next door to get occupancy permit. Usually his girlfriend there too. Divorce in January or February. I have no skills or job or money to live. My son and daughter have grown up in this bad marriage and coming divorce and adultery, our 9 year old son is angry, destroys things sometimes when mad, bites me, kicks and punches me but is nice to my husband usually and the girlfriend which makes me look like I'm a horrible parent and husband good parent. My husband works evenings/nights and hardly with kids. Past 18 months he's spent more time with kids and since September after cleaning out house next door, he sleeps there every day, takes showers at our house since shower/tub there needs fixed and still buys us groceries and utilities still on here as of now. The kids go over to house next door on his days off of work to spend time with him and girlfriend, he pushed gf on kids past year or more so he can get custody and have her watch the kids while he's at work and she isn't a stranger to the kids. Please pray he doesn't get there house fixed up and doesn't get permit. Pray God delays any plans or stops plans my husband has. Please pray I can get job I can live on with good hours and bus transportation. Pray I can get money for some new clothes and buy a warm winter coat to wear to be outside. My clothes are old. I need decent clothes for a job. I'm at home by myself 5 days a week when kids in school and don't have help or much support. I'm shy, average intelligence but feel stupid, no confidence. I'm living but have no life. I want to find apartment, my mom is supposed to move in with me this month but she has little money, get a 3 bedroom apartment and move out of here, can't afford mortgage here, high gas bills, house cold in winter, need energy efficient/insulated apartment, low utilities. Please pray for my kids, they don't have a normal life and I'm afraid for their future. They aren't doing well in school and disturbed. Don't know what to do? Don't think secular counseling is the answer. Hard to find or "afford" Christian counseling. My church doesn't either seem to care or no resources. I can't think about marrying again either, no man would want me with no career and my son would scare men away with his mouth and actions. My husband I think is going to get kids and steamroll over me. I feel helpless to help kids.