Amanda, this is really hard. But God's ways are not our ways, nor His thoughts ours. We also know there is a time for everything, time to be born and a time to die, to be glad and to mourn. Only God can truly know the pain individuals go through, but through it all He wants us to come to Him and let Him comfort us. Lord, may the God-shaped vacuum in Amanda's heart, and others grieving like us be filled by You alone. Make us humble as we receive Your forgiveness, cleansing and assurance of hope. Lord Jesus, we come, hear us.