Help me God. I found my dead sister’s body. It was so hard! I held her lifeless body. How could a loving God take my sister away from me? I want to believe but it is so hard! My friend says she is in heaven with God! How can I know this for sure. How can I trust God? Help me and my mom to know this God! Take this depression and thoughts of my sister dying away from me. And fill me and my mom with the assurance my sister is in a better place with God. A place with no more pain!

Amanda, this is really hard. But God's ways are not our ways, nor His thoughts ours. We also know there is a time for everything, time to be born and a time to die, to be glad and to mourn. Only God can truly know the pain individuals go through, but through it all He wants us to come to Him and let Him comfort us. Lord, may the God-shaped vacuum in Amanda's heart, and others grieving like us be filled by You alone. Make us humble as we receive Your forgiveness, cleansing and assurance of hope. Lord Jesus, we come, hear us.

Amanda God did not kill your sister, get this straight in your spirit. Satan killed your sister. God allows things to happened sometimes due to our sins. Is she in heaven? Was she born-again? Jesus is the only way to the Father. Unless you gave all your heart and make Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and follow Him all the way, only then you will be in heaven with the Father and our Lord Jesus. People think just because they say I believe God they automatically will end up in heaven when they die. This is a big lie from the devil. Even being born-again Christian does not give you a ticket to heaven, we all must walk holy because God is Holy. I pray God the Father Elohim will give you wisdom and understanding through our Lord Jesus Christ and the comfort of the Holy Spirit.