Help me God. I found my dead sister’s body. It was so hard! I held her lifeless body. How could a loving God take my sister away from me? I want to believe but it is so hard! My friend says she is in heaven with God! How can I know this for sure. How can I trust God? Help me and my mom to know this God! Take this depression and thoughts of my sister dying away from me. And fill me and my mom with the assurance my sister is in a better place with God. A place with no more pain!