(10-23-2014 08:29 PM)Iowaprayer Wrote:  Dear Eric please do not call yourself a fool, you loved her. and remember addicts are super manipulators. If she told you you mDe yourself a victim... She is NOT in recovery, that sounds like her gilt and she has to put it back on you so she does not have to take any responsibility. She needs to b in and work a program. I pray that she can get healthy, but it does not sound like she is now. You might try an alanon meeting, but you might try to just continue to talk to god about it. This girl has on fact hurt you. She must be either wanting to use again, or she might be finding some other way to substitute her addictions. I'm sure you know to take care of yourself, but just in case.....take care of you ! God loves you and might just be saving you from the next crisis. There is a prayer chZt page on guideposts.org that is pretty good you need it. May god bless you and keep you. I pray you will find comfort and peace. I've been where you are.... It stinks to put it mildly .I'm sorry for your pain. If you take her back, which you might because...you love her, pray everyday throughout the day for guidance . Bless you.

Thank you for your reply. I'm in a low place. As time passes, although just a couple of days, I am seeing more and more what she is. I will not be going back to her when she comes calling.
Thank you again.