Dear heavenly father, you know my heart and know and you know how broken I am. Without t. In my life I feel only rejection and pain, you led me to the old letters this weekend that I had forgotten about, I can see his love in those letters and so long to have it back now more than ever. Why dear god I am suffering so,,,, you say pray for anything , I pray that this suffering end soon, if I need to die so be it. I can't find my way . I so long to have that back and if it is not to be, then why was this brought to me. Please dear god hear my cry to you come and get me, come and help me tonight, I am alone and I so need intervention of some kind, why did you take the love out of my life ? Why ? Please show me why ?