Sometimes we got to where we are for choices and decisions that may or may not have been in line with what God had in mind for us in the first place. We are not here to criticize in the first place, but to encourage others, as i personally have seen how i have missed queues in the past, about how, when, where to obey the Lord. Thank you, God for this mom sharing her struggles and requests... may we learn to wait on the Lord.