I have been looking for a new place for me and my husband plus 4 little girls between the age of 9 to 3 months. I am starting to think negatively about the belief and faith. I am a staunch believer of "things will happen in GOD's time" and even "Be patience and he will provide, keep believing and have faith" BUT now it has come to the point where I am second guessing all of that. My husband works in field of sales and for almost 3 months now he has not been able to make a sale not even able to crack his 1st sale. All he has been getting are call backs which have not lead anywhere so far. For me, I work in a lead gen call centre and my agents for 2 weeks now have not generated any leads (appointments) and too make it worse we are staying in a 2 bedroom flat which only has 1 door in and out of the house. We are looking for something suitable and secure for our little family and today when I thought I have found the one, unfortunately it has been taken. I mean, I called the Realtor yesterday morning and he told me it's still available even though a couple have had a look at it and was going to confirm. He wouldn't even let us take a look. Today morning I called, he again mentioned that the guy was going to bring in the morning before lunch time. This afternoon when I again called a lady picked up the phone and informed me that it has been taken. The guy should have told me upfront that they already have someone OR he should have at least given me a chance to take a look at the place OR just tell me upfront look whoever brings in the deposit first takes the flat but no, he kept saying things that kept me hoping and praying that it was going to be ours. Right now, we have had to leave our 2 young once (3 years old and 3 months old) with my family who leaves 4 hours bus ride from where I am just because we are not able to get a trust worthy babysitter.
To sum everything up:

1. I am not getting the results my agents are suppose to be giving me on a daily basis
2. My husband is not making any sales
3. We are not anywhere close to finding a nice, secure flat for our kids
4. We are being separated from our 2 small children whom we are missing dearly
   

I have been putting on a brave face and trying so hard to show that I still have HOPE for my children and my husband. But to be honest all that is making me tired and more stressed out. PLEASE HELP ME LORD, HEAR MY CRY AND ANSWER ME.

Sometimes we got to where we are for choices and decisions that may or may not have been in line with what God had in mind for us in the first place. We are not here to criticize in the first place, but to encourage others, as i personally have seen how i have missed queues in the past, about how, when, where to obey the Lord. Thank you, God for this mom sharing her struggles and requests... may we learn to wait on the Lord.

Dear Lord Jesus bring us Your justice, wisdom, protection and peace. Open right doors swiftly for us no man can shut. Bless this family In Jesus praised name, amen. Psl. 27:7