1 Cor. 10. 12 Therefore let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall.

I am one who thought i stood, but now has fallen. Help me get up, please! I have no peace and joy, for pursuing my personal agenda, have in fact overlooked that of others. But i cry in my heart, may God still have mercy on me when i was being warned but i heeded not. Thjere was just the way that seemed right to me. Now i feel old, useless, not having used my strength and youth to serve. I beg for forgiveness, let it not be late.