God please tell me what did i do wrong? Am i a bad person? Why am i going through such horrible pain in my heart and soul.I have always tried to do right, and i thought I was a good person.I m drowing in pain and agony. Iam loosing my sanity god.everything is against me now god.Cant go on anymore. Ive been praying for my husband of 24years to come home. I prayed and prayed and prayed to save my husband from evil spirits. I had faith,hope and dreams of being rejoiced with my husband. Im starting to believe iam not suppose to be happy.
I found out yesterday, my husband is having an affair. I saw with my own eyes him hugging and kissing this other person. Why god why? I have always been faithful to my husband. I never imagined this happening to us. I didnt ever want to loose faith in my husband that i love so much, i planned and wanted to be with him for eternity.
god, i cant do this, i have no more strentgh in me to go on