PLEASE, PLEASE, save me from this paiin and hurt that im feeling,give me strentgh to go on today. I'm trying to be strong for my adult boys who are 27,22,and 19 years old. They fear for my health, due to the fact im not eating,sleeping or doing everyday activity. My boys tell me i need to move on and forget about their dad, since he has moved on with his life. I can't seem to do that, I will continue to fight for my marriage for as long as I'm breathing. When I married my husband my vows meant everything to me. What happen to the vows "for BETTER or for WORSE" Does that not mean anything? I miss my husband so much, I can't give-up on my husband. My love for him is so strong, even though he has done horrible things to me. I will continue to pray for my marriage, for my husband whom i love so deeply. God in heaven save my husband from evil, open his heart and let him know i love him, I think about him everyday,I miss him terribly and I'm waiting with open arms for his return. AMEN