Looks like the other shoe has dropped. My hernia is worse and spreading. Now I can't do anything but lay around and hurt. Sitting up hurts, standing and moving around definitely hurts. But with no insurance and no income it's just a matter of time now. I'm so tired of getting pushed downhill on this uphill struggle. I'm about ready to give up.

At this point I'd probably need one of those miracles to fall out of the sky and into my lap.
Call me a skeptic but I just don't see that happening any time soon.

I'm still here and I'm still listening God. I may not be able to do much else but I am listening.