May God deliver you! I am also attempting to quit.

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I am 51 and have been smoking since I was 15. I've quit several times, only to return to it (or like a dog, my own vomit). Shamefully, I started again after quitting for a full year. Smoking is completely mentally enslaving and many times I've grown tired of the slavery and have limited only a couple smokes a day, but soon enough, I find myself climbing right up to 10 a day.

Yesterday, the thought came that I need to love myself and clincher was to "also love others more than myself". Well, I admit that I really don't have a lot of self love but what about my loved ones?! I need to sacrifice and show that I love them more than myself and this terrible addicting habit. Not to mention that all myriad of other reasons!

I admit I am taking Chantix for 2 days now, as it has worked in the past. I have MS and so the less stress I have with the Chantix is better for me with the MS. I am hopeful that this will be my very last attempt at quitting smoking ever.

I'm a little dizzy right now but certainly eager to have the Chantix take full effect. I appreciate your prayers.