Death and life is in the power of our tongue. What are you confessing? Are you confessing the lies of the devil or are you confessing the word of God and His promises. Don't let your feelings over take your life, it is not from God. Don't you now your identity with God? You are not born-again. You know there is God and that is not good enough. Our Father in heaven will not hear your prayer unless you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and only then you can pray directly to the Father. Be saved in Jesus' name.