My youngest daughter decided she wants to live with her dad, Which is all fine and good, I do feel abandoned but the worse thing is that my ex told horrible lies about me that were not true to make sure he got his way...I never even dreamed of lying about anything...He won...I tried to fight it with the truth but people, the judge ,everyone in the court beleived him and thinks I am bad and I am not...my Attorney quit because I have no more money and now I have to go to court by myself. I have PTSD due to the strain of my divorce and also have been very ill with pancreatis problems and kidney stones. I love God but feel like he has abandoned me ...I want to lie down and die I am so tired of fighting and being alone. I want my daughter back ..I want to be healthy...I want to have friends and i want God to love me ...why does he not love me anymore? I am so alonel

Hello Maralyn,

I know God listens. I can give an example. I have been unable to work for the last several years, and because I have something not everyone does which is Asperger's Dissorder I find it hard to keep hold of a job.

I will pray for you.

But the point it it is difficult yes, but God has answered so many times. It'a kind of been a waiting game, and I have despaired. But that is not unusual. God wants to see that we will go to Him every time. And He wants us to be real and call out to Him in all of our need.

In my financial mess I asked God yesterday if He'd put some money my way. Then out of the blue came a couple of £25.00 ($35.00?) vouchers for food shopping. Just the ticket. And just what I was hoping for.

Maralyn get back to me if you want to. I'd be happy to encourage you. I pray that Jesus will heal you in your body, bless you in your family and put right those words that have done damage, maybe you'll get your girl back.

God bless Maralyn.

Thomas

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Hello Maralyn,

I know God listens. I can give an example. I have been unable to work for the last several years, and because I have something not everyone does which is Asperger's Dissorder I find it hard to keep hold of a job.

I will pray for you.

But the point it it is difficult yes, but God has answered so many times. It'a kind of been a waiting game, and I have despaired. But that is not unusual. God wants to see that we will go to Him every time. And He wants us to be real and call out to Him in all of our need.

In my financial mess I asked God yesterday if He'd put some money my way. Then out of the blue came a couple of £25.00 ($35.00?) vouchers for food shopping. Just the ticket. And just what I was hoping for.

Maralyn get back to me if you want to. I'd be happy to encourage you. I pray that Jesus will heal you in your body, bless you in your family and put right those words that have done damage, maybe you'll get your girl back.

God bless Maralyn.

Thomas

I can not seem to quit crying. my eyes are swollen and my heart overflows. I keep going to God but he seems to keep telling me that he does not want me...that hurts more than my daughter not wanting me. I am sorry for your troubles with Aspergers( I do know what it is) I can pray for you to find a job that will work out for you, but I don't think god loves me any more or will listen to me. I will gladly give up all my wants and needs for everyone else in the world to be happy and to never feel as I do. I would give my life that you may all have happines.

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Hello Maralyn,

I know God listens. I can give an example. I have been unable to work for the last several years, and because I have something not everyone does which is Asperger's Dissorder I find it hard to keep hold of a job.

I will pray for you.

But the point it it is difficult yes, but God has answered so many times. It'a kind of been a waiting game, and I have despaired. But that is not unusual. God wants to see that we will go to Him every time. And He wants us to be real and call out to Him in all of our need.

In my financial mess I asked God yesterday if He'd put some money my way. Then out of the blue came a couple of £25.00 ($35.00?) vouchers for food shopping. Just the ticket. And just what I was hoping for.

Maralyn get back to me if you want to. I'd be happy to encourage you. I pray that Jesus will heal you in your body, bless you in your family and put right those words that have done damage, maybe you'll get your girl back.

God bless Maralyn.

Thomas

I can not seem to quit crying. my eyes are swollen and my heart overflows. I keep going to God but he seems to keep telling me that he does not want me...that hurts more than my daughter not wanting me. I am sorry for your troubles with Aspergers( I do know what it is) I can pray for you to find a job that will work out for you, but I don't think god loves me any more or will listen to me. I will gladly give up all my wants and needs for everyone else in the world to be happy and to never feel as I do. I would give my life that you may all have happines.

Death and life is in the power of our tongue. What are you confessing? Are you confessing the lies of the devil or are you confessing the word of God and His promises. Don't let your feelings over take your life, it is not from God. Don't you now your identity with God? You are not born-again. You know there is God and that is not good enough. Our Father in heaven will not hear your prayer unless you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and only then you can pray directly to the Father. Be saved in Jesus' name.

Dear marilyn,the Lord loves you,don't believe the evil lies.
Please be free to write to me anytime you want about all that you want.
You are not alone.
Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.Please send comfort to her.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

I thought I was saved and safe...but he does not care...he lets people do whatever they want to me and they are given glory and everything that they wish and I have nothing

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(09-13-2012 11:28 AM)Guest Wrote:  Death and life is in the power of our tongue. What are you confessing? Are you confessing the lies of the devil or are you confessing the word of God and His promises. Don't let your feelings over take your life, it is not from God. Don't you now your identity with God? You are not born-again. You know there is God and that is not good enough. Our Father in heaven will not hear your prayer unless you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and only then you can pray directly to the Father. Be saved in Jesus' name.

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You sir/maam can leave me alone. You do not care. I confess nothing I am nothing to god to you to no one

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(09-13-2012 11:28 AM)Guest Wrote:  Death and life is in the power of our tongue. What are you confessing? Are you confessing the lies of the devil or are you confessing the word of God and His promises. Don't let your feelings over take your life, it is not from God. Don't you now your identity with God? You are not born-again. You know there is God and that is not good enough. Our Father in heaven will not hear your prayer unless you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and only then you can pray directly to the Father. Be saved in Jesus' name.

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You sir/maam can leave me alone. You do not care. I confess nothing I am nothing to god to you to no one

....You sir/maam can leave me alone. You do not care. I confess nothing I am nothing to god to you to no one


Dear marilyn please don't make the Truth a lie because it is not right. Wanna see for yourself? Look : wanna be there for you anytime you want to tell about your life and yes,this is true,the Lord LOVES YOU!
So,please be free to write to me anytime you want

Chris,

Thank you for your kind words, I was so upset after court the other day I wanted to give up on life. I want to cry even typing this. I truly thank you. I was did not mean to be rude to that person, but really was hurting. I did think I was saved and someone telling me that God will not hear my prayers when I needed him really didn't make matters any better. I would like to think that God always hears us but maybe I am wrong? I do not really have much guidance in that area. I apologize if I also offended you or anyone else.