Syren, Jesus never promised us an easy road, he promised he would be with us, sometimes I feel hopeless but I know my Lord has always stretched his hand out to pull me from the pit, please don't give up, be still and watch your husband life does change, life does change I am 57 years old and God has held me in his hands since I was around eight years old, if I wrote a book on my life no one would ever believe me, I know the truth and the truth can only be found walking with the father, Jesus does listen to us and sometimes he doesn't answer quickly, maybe he wants us to gain from the strenghts within he has given us, I always say he is like the riddler in batman, he sure must have a sense of humor because sometimes I have a real diffcult time getting it right. Do not give up or give in he has already given us his promises, it written in his word. his book of life. just ask it may come today or maybe not for sometime but he does fulfill every promise he has given us. I pray your heart and eyes become opened and that God touches you as you sleep tonight, jesus speaks his love in your ears. in Jesus name Amen!