SYREN I have been where you are in all ways ***if you could would you please go to the message I put on the site early this morning IT IS CALLED ME MY** NAME IS abbie after you read it let me know if you want to talk to me I would be more than willing to share what I have learned in these last 33 years and understand THE LORD FINALLY GOT THROUGH TO ME EARLY THIS MORNING IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO SEE WHAT WAS KILLING ME***MAYBE.. JUST MAYBE THE TIMING WAS JUST FOR YOU TOO*****PLEASE READ IT