still pray for me noone cares. my back is still out i have heating pads on it and meds but noone to help me. i use to realy on tim and the kids. i feel rotten inside and out heart breaking and back hurting. i called for help same excuse. no money for gas no time dont care. i am so upset that people have to feel this way. i am feeling sorry for myeslf i am crying out to God to help; me. i have to go tgo work as if i dont i will loose my job. i made a mistake y esterday and my boss found out now she is mad. i dont know if on friday i will get yelled at. she found out as after i left she went to my desk and then i camed back in did ot l eave yet and she asked me y the claims were wet. she may say something at the meeting on friday. i accidentally spilled soda on them. i dont know what to do also tried to find therap[y and turned away again and again. i feel like am turned away all the itime and my heart is breaking. y in jesus name please pray for the retunr of my family and something happy to happen to me

Paula I think God wants you to start doing for yourself and not to realy on anyone but Him and yourself. I know it's hard for I've been there, but believe me He is the only one that does not turn us away nor forsakes us. As long as you keep feeling sorry for yourself, and want your x or children to do things for you, you will never be free of this course that is holding you back. Built up your faith in God by reading the bible and praying to him in your time of need and sorrow. Allow Him to guide your steps by making Him the cornerstone of your life, and soon you will see things turning around for the better. Believe me God is a present help in time of need and sorrow. God is the best therapy of them all. If you allow Him to help you by communicating with Him and reading His word, He will take away all your depression and make you strong and a self sufficient person so you won't have to annoy anyone for anything you need or have to do. That way you don't have to feel bad when they reject you. It is better to give or do for others than to receive or have to ask for help. Try it for once you'll like it!!! Being a victim is not a pleasant thing to be in, it is better and more joyful to be a survivor with God's help and nobody else's.
Lord help Paula learn to lean on you for all in her life, let her see that doesn't mean for her to sit back complaining doing nothing, or having a pity party, but by taking steps to improve her situation with faith that you will be there helping her all the way. Heal her hurting back and give her strength to do what she has to do to improve her life. Help her keep her job and be able to find a better paying one closer to home. Teach her to learn to be on her own, may she realize she is still a young healthy woman who needs no help from anyone but from you as she walks in faith. I pray this in Jesus name amen.

Hi Paula I want to share with you that I have been in the same spot many times, infact I am there now but through the years of walking with CHRIST I have grown a consideral amount. I am now needing to leave the place I have lived for 16years limbing badly in trmendous pain sometimes and the LORD SAYS TO ME.."I'LL HELP YOU PACK, I'LL BRING IN THE MONEY, I AM ALL YOU NEED DO NOT LOOK FOR OTHERS AND GET YOUR EYES OFF YOURSELF OR YOU WILL STOP MY BLESSINGS AND PROVISIONS FOR YOU, DO YOU UNDERSTAND abbie
I HAVE TOLD YOU AND SHOWN YOU MANY TIMES NOT TO PUT YOUR TRUST IN THE ARM OF THE FLESH..HAVE THEY NOT ALL LEFT (my family turned on me too and they are to busy for me or they don't want to get involved).so here I am packing sometimes crying and then laughing,then singing because I have experienced my SAVIOR JESUS DO THINGS FOR ME THAT OTHER PEOPLE WILL NOT OR DO NOT BELIEVE. Please believe me Paula I am not sharing these things to brag no I am sharing these things to help you my prayers are with you and by the way I am 69 years old(not a young woman ) have walked with the LORD for 33 years AND GEES I AM STILL LEARNING AND I HATE THE PITY PARTIES THAT I GO ON AND JESUS HAS TO SHAKE ME OUT OF THEM STILL GOD FORGIVE ME
THE WORD SAYS THAT WHEN WE COME OUT OF OUR TRIALS THAT WE ARE TO GO AND STRENGTHEN OUR FELLOW BELIEVERS...WELL PAULA THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO WHEN THE LORD BRINGS YOU OUT..DON'T GIVE IN AND DON'T GIVE UP ..THERE IS SO MUCH WORK FOR US TO DO...abbie

Paula, this is all good advice. I am also in the same situation and it is only as I started walking in obedience to God and his word and letting him deal with the people in my life and to help ME to change ME, that I am growing. I pray that you will turn to God, seek the church, get into a home cell group and focus on you and God. AMEN.

Lord please open Paula's eyes for her to see you are the only one that can help her not only spiritually, mentally, financially, emotionally but can also heal her broken heart and loneliness. In Jesus name I pray amen.

Yes Lord, bring about GREAT change in Paula's life. Raise up the woman you created her to be in YOU. AMEN.

pray for me still. I have a meeting on friday from 9:30 to 10:00 about my mistakes i am making at work. pray that i still have a job. i went to a job interview yesterday, it was one of the shortess interview i ever went to. told me i was not qualified for the job. sad. cried. my back is still out. my car something was draggin on the ground and it was the heat shield have to get it looked at. when i called the auto club, i found out my ex canceled my policy. i tried to call him but he would not pick up. told me not to bother him. i could have been hurt. i paid for the auto policy and he canceled it. i helped him when he was down. now he is doing great and i am falling. i have a therapy appointment on november 11, to get help praise God. please pray for me i have no friends or familuy to help me.

Proverbs 18:21
Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.

Paula, if you keep speaking negative things about everything it will happened. It is better not to say anything that is happening around us and talk to God instead. Speak life Paula not death. You see what is happening around you? Do you understand Proverbs 18:21?

The bible also tells us this:
Matthew 15:11
What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean,' but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean.'"
Matthew 15:18
But the things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man 'unclean.'
James 3:6
The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.
That's why we should read the bible and understand what it means to us so we can live a better life. and apply it to your life. It's a manual God gave us so we can have a more abundant life, and gain wisdom from it.

Dear Heavenly Father help Paula on Friday in that meeting with her bosses. Don't let her lose her job, and Lord bring her out of that dark hole she is at the moment and into your loving light. Thank you for all the help and proitect you have given her so far, do continue to do so, and touch her heart. In Jesus name I pray amen.