Lord, you know what is in my heart. I ask for a definitive sign to know the next steps to take. I hand this burden over to you and will rely on your messages and signs. I ask for peace for my heart and my head and patience to wait for whatever you are leading me to. I continue to pray for healing for J. Let him overcome his demons so he can open his heart and eyes to what is before him.[/u]

Isaiah 54:4-8 “Do not be afraid; you will not be put to shame.Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated.You will forget the shame of your youthand remember no more the reproach of your widowhood. For your Maker is your husband—the Lord Almighty is his name—the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer;he is called the God of all the earth. The Lord will call you backas if you were a wife deserted and distressed in spirit—a wife who married young,only to be rejected,” says your God. “For a brief moment I abandoned you,but with deep compassion I will bring you back. In a surge of angerI hid my face from you for a moment,but with everlasting kindnessI will have compassion on you,”says the Lord your Redeemer.