Well, the visit did not go so great today. The baby's father found what he thinks is a great way to calm a baby who is crying. He flung ice water in his face. Three weeks before this he flung a blanket in his face These visits are suppose to be supervised. They are not. I pray daily for my foster children. How is a system that is suppose to protect them putting them in harms way. I have to call and complain about this tomorrow morning and have to be very careful with my tone because I end up being the bad guy and the one in trouble. Please pray for us. I get very disheartened because when this journey began, I asked for 1 little girl. When I got the call, I was being asked to taken in twin newborn boys. I was the last call, if not they were going to be separated. I felt that God was asking us to please do this so we said yes to God. Now, I do not regret taking in these precious angels but it has been an emotional roller coaster. Pray for my children, that they are not abused anymore, pray that the system sees the harm the parents continue to do. I ask this in Jesus name, Amen.