As you read this or I cross your mind, please keep me lifted up in prayer, this a serious time in my life, I am realizing some things since my internet was turned off and I have little distraction. I have been measuring my life according to the world's standard, determining that I am a failure and have been destroyed. According to God's word, this is not possible, I am in His hand and everything that has and is happening is changing me more into the image of my Savior. I do miss my children, I don't have any money and I sit now in an apartment, I don't know how to pay for with no television or computer but...I realize not only that I have so much to be thankful for but that something is happening to me and it MUST be for His glory. I pray for the heart and the faith to keep my eyes lifted to the hills, as the enemy can only have victory over me if I allow defeat. God bless all of you.

Oh i get so excited when i read these kind of request.Beloved don't you remember it is when you are going through a valley that Jesus is right there.Think right there.Wow you are bless.I know it is hard going through a valley but beloved this is the time God use to test our resolve.Get out of that flat and do something good for someone else.Reach out to others and do not be ashame to ask for help.Don,t let the devil tell you oh we wait on God.That is why we are surrounded by brothers and sisters.Just ask God to lead you to the right people.Earthly stuff we can get again but this time with Christ is precious.Do you realize how bless you are.That God will allow these things to happen to you to show you who He really is.Pray rejoice for you are bless!!!!THERE IS NO SHAME IN ASKING FOR HELP.Remember James you have not cos you ask not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!