Dear'
Lord my wife and I have been Going through some tough times and she and I got into a bad fight in August 8
WE are to appear in court Sept 12 in The out come looks not so well
I am praying and asking everyone who is out there for your support
My Heart is Sad And Broken "I feel the weight of the world on my soul and heart My one true love who I promised her Mom and Dad Before he Died is that I would take care of her forever . We got into a heated argument on a late TUESDAY EVENING AFTER I WENT UP AND TOOK A LONG BATH MY WIFE AND I fought ABOUT THE FINANCES AND SHE TOLD ME SHE HAD BEEN TAKING ON THE BURDON FOR SINCE WE GOT MARRIED ON MAY 20 2017 I LUNGED AT HER AND PUT MY HANDS AROUND HER AND FOR THAT 3 SECONDS I HURT HER ,
I PRAY EVERYDAY THAT I COULD HAVE NOT HURT HER PHYSICAL SPIRITUAL OR EMOTIONAL I WAS GOING TO TALK TO HER ABOUT A CLIENT THAT HAD BEEN GIVING ME a lot OF anxiety THAT HE WAS GOING TO BE TAKEN OFF MY LIST AND NEW CLIENTS TO REPLACE HIM I AM A CNA/HOMEHEALTH AID wE FIRST MET ONLINE FOR MATCH.COM WE PROCEDED TO FALL IN LOVE IN 7 MONTHS I PROPOSED TO HER AT THE NEW ENGLAND AQUARIUM ON NOV 27 SHE SAID YES WE THEN WENT TO CALL HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS THEY TOOK A WHILE BUT CALLED BACK AND WERE HAPPY FOR US WE WERE WAITING FOR THE POPES BLESSING AND WHEN WE WERE ABLE TO GET THE church AVAIALIABLE
WE WERE EXCITED AND BLESSED THEN CAME LETTING HER PARENTS NO SHE AND I AND HER BROTHER BOBBY WERE SO HAPPY
BOBBY HAS DOWN SYNDROM BUT BECAME A GREAT BROTHER IN LAW AND LATER WE FOUND OUT HER FATHER WAS DYING OF CANCER HE DIED SHORTLY AFTER WERE Kathleen AND I AND HER WHOLE FAMILY WERE VERY SAD .Kathleen SAID SHE HAD PRAYED FOR THIS MOMENT AND WANTED SO MUCH FOR HER DAD TO WALK HER DOWN THE ISLE .I SHARED VERY SPECIAL PLACES IN MY HEART FOR HER MOM DAD BOBBY AND KATHLEEN I WENT TO THE FOOD TASTING THE SETUPS AND REHERSALS nOW IT COMES WITH GREAT PAIN WHEN THE WOMAN WHO SAID SHE WOULD ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND VICE VERSA IS NOW POSSIABLY GOING TO ASK FOR A DIVORCE THIS IS CRUSHING MY HEART AND SOLE I PRAY THAT SOME DAY IN SOME WAY GOD COULD REACH OUT AND HEAL ARE TRUOBLED TIMES NOW AND FOREVER I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TEXT GO NEAR HER SAY HI OR LET ANY ONE IN HER FAMILY NO HOW I FEEL BECAUSE OF RESTRAINING ORDER FOR A YEAR IT EATS ME ALIVE TO NOT HER HER VOICE OR HOLD HER AND TELL HER HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS HER I PRAY FOR OUR HEARTS EVERY DAY AND ASK FOR ALL TO HELP SEND OUT A SPECIAL PRAYER FOR FORGIVENESS

Lord I know you are a forgiving Father, but your word also tells us there are consequences for our sins, and hurting someone else is a sin. Even after you have forgiven us of that sin we still reap what we have sow. May this man really come to repentance, and never ever hurt another person again in his life. Let him also know how hurt and frighten his wife is of him now, and will probably be for the rest of her life. She may forgive him but unlike You Lord who forgives us, and never remember our sins, for us humans it's hard to forget, or to trust again a person who has hurt us so. Lord have your perfect will be done in these people's life, this situation, and their salvation. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ amen.
Galatians 6:7-8
7- Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. 8- For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life.