hi all, im mike from michigan, im 19, and a college student. i have always been critical of myself, which has turned out to be an achilles heal. i hurt myself working out which had originally been 'tendonitis' and then developed into nerve entraptment in both arms. over the past 7 months this has been developing. now i am at the point where im likely facing surgery which will effect how i live my life from here on out, i've always wanted and aspired to be a chiropractor like my father, but this will be unlikely with this surgery.
it now has me in a deep depression, forced me to quit my jobs, i had 2, and i don't know what to do, i never thought i would be like this, it just happened. i rarely leave the house now, and even doing homework is painful in the bending of my elbows, it feels as if im an angel with broken wings. i know my potential but am barred from reaching it.
times have been extremely rough and i ask for some type of healing.
god bless all of you who read this and i will pray for you as well, im trusting in god, but sometimes i just don't know what he's trying to say.
god bless you all
