please pray for me. my children do not want to see me. my ex is not helping me out. I may loose my home, my job, my etc. i am so distraught. i have been working with the mortgage company to try and keep my home and they keep telling me i don't make enough money to keep it. i am tryhing to lower my mortgage and not loose the house. they put my mortgage back up to what it was b4. now i have to pay this until they can figure out if i can keep the house. come october 2010 my mortgage is going up to an adjustable rate and i will not be able to work with that. they said they are waiting on status changes. (ie if i get a raise etc) nothing is going to change as at my work they do no give out raises. my children cannot come home to me if i don't have the house. please pray that the mortgage company can work iwth me. also pray that i can get more oil assistance as i cannot afford more oil and i have been trying to keep the house low or not on at all i am running out of help. my daughter was at my sisters this weeknend and did not want to talk to me or see me. she blames all the fighting on me and wants to call her foster mom and dad just mom and dad. she hates me. all her life she was with me i had to take care of her, as she almost died, dr visit after dr visit to keep her alive and now she hates me and does not appreciate all that i did for her. my ex never helped me out wtih this i had to do everything. please pray that my relationship with m y daughter and son can be restored. i l ove u lord but i don't know how m uch m ore of this i can actually take.

lord! take care of Paula...father please remove all the obstacles..give peace to Paula..help her to shine for your glory.please father fulfill all her desires.i beg u please please please lord restore her family..give peace to her..in precious name of JESUS i pray amen..