Please pray for my son and myself. My husband left us and Im so completely lost. Its like most of me died and I dont know what to do. I am not being the mom my son deserves and I just cant pull myself up. I pray for God to take me and think of suicide constantly. My thoughts constantly run to my husband, to him leaving. It effects every aspect of my life. Im falling apart and losing everything. I feel like Ive lost my mind. Please pray for me and my son. I cant do this without God. Right now Im not sure I can do this at all. I dont know if this pain will ever stop. Please remember us in prayer