Lord, im sorry for everything. Please forgive me for everything, but you know it wasn't lust on my part, as I do really truly love him deeply, but i guess im choosing the wrong way to express it. I keep sinning. over and over again. Im sorry for lying to my family about him, but I love him, and i cant seem to stop myself no matter how hard i try. I was trying to be with him FOREVER and according to what i was taught im supposed to separate from my parents and join in one with my husband. Well i was hoping he would become that person. I never realized Its him who obviously is lustful, i was just too blind to see it because i have never felt like this about another person in my life, EVER, but regardless, I have sinned, and I obviously should not be even attempting to have a relationship with him anymore, but i LOVE HIM, and i cant seem to stop myself. Please lord PLEASE help me!! help me out of this hole! I have been very good, spreading good karma, helping out people, trying to find organizations to donate my time too, praying every night and praying about everything, being kind to everybody trying SO HARD to live my life for you but i love him so much i can barely even think straight when im around him. I thank you so much for the gift of love, and i always will love him, but i need guidence. What is best for me? Why did you bring somebody so perfect into my life only to not allow us to be together? I dont understand. Am i being punished for something i did? Please help me understand. A relationship would be my first request but if that is not possible, if he does not love me, and never will, PLEASE HELP ME GET OVER HIM!! Please lord im willing to work with you! please help me! I just cant seem to get up and walk away, i love him so much and cant seem to deny any request he has! if there is ANY chance i can have a REAL relationship with him, not matter how small the chance, PLEASE let it happen PLEASE. Right when im about to leave him for good, he does SOMETHING, or i get a sign, a CRYSTAL CLEAR sign that makes me think a relationship is in fact possible, and i end up staying, only to find that there is ZERO progress over time. You answered a prayer about him already, and i thank you so much for it, but im not sure if it means i just have to wait a little longer for you to answer the next prayer? I will WAIT for a LONG TIME if its possible! I promise you if we can be together i will be with him for eternity, i will NEVER EVER hurt him EVER. I will wait though. I have already demonstrated how patient i am, and how tolerant i was, but if im wasting my time lord, please show me. If not, if i cant have him, then PLEASE help me get over him lord i need your help i cannot do it alone please lord im begging i NEED you to help me. Its so hard to write this, because it is admitting that i might not get to be with him, and asking for help to get over him when all i really want is to be with him more than anything hurts incredibly, but i just know no matter how hard it is to do this, its going to be of benefit if its your plan. I just need to know your plan. I have NO idea what it is. Please, just share a clue! All i do is think about him ALL THE TIME, i cant concentrate on anything else. I really do LOVE him lord, i actually LOVE him, no matter WHAT he does, i still feel the same way about him and have since i have met him, since the first time i SAW him, I never knew it was possible to feel this way about another person, but If it happens to be that i cant have him, please make it as painless as possible, and by my own will, not by force. I know i just cant get over him if its by force, and not my own will. You promised us if we asked you for help you would help. Why isnt this getting better? I dont know what to do anymore. Do i tell him how i feel? Does he know how i feel? Do i wait longer? Do i stop all contact? Please lord, a sign, some answers, SOMETHING, ANYTHING. are you there? Please. Just one sign. Will we be together? or not? am i supposed to wait? Move on? Please lord, what do i do. Im listening, but all i hear is silence... any sign lord I trust you to guide me in the right direction, just show me the way

Precious Jesus, please lead this guest to the one that will be her husband. Lord, I pray that Your will be done in her life.In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen.

The Lord Jesus answers prayers in His time not ours. He may not be answering you,because you continue "to over and over again" as you stated. The Bible calls that willfully sinning in Hebrews 10:26. Paul tells in 1 Corinthians 7:9 that it is better to marry that to burn. I pray that you will put God first in your life. We must strive to live our lives the way Jesus would have us to.

Dear Lord, please speak to this guest as to what to do in regards to this situation. Lord, YOU do not want us begging for love, if someone does not desire our precense it is best often to let go. We may love them but they are not wanting to put in the efforts to make things work. Jesus, it is YOU whom we lean on, it is YOUR LOVE we seek.
Please give this guest the ability to let go, to understand they will be alright without this person, their life will not fall apart. Love should not be that difficult Jesus, when two are committed to making it work & one is left to begging, Heavenly Father, it is not of YOUR WILL for that to continue if the other is seeking to end things.
Please provide the strength that this guest is able to grasp ahold of YOU & understand that it is our own soul we have to worry about.
Heal her heart Lord.
We give YOU THANKS JESUS & PRAISE.
It is YOU LORD, our Eternal Love & Life.

tishlea Wrote:Precious Jesus, please lead this guest to the one that will be her husband. Lord, I pray that Your will be done in her life.In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen.

The Lord Jesus answers prayers in His time not ours. He may not be answering you,because you continue "to over and over again" as you stated. The Bible calls that willfully sinning in Hebrews 10:26. Paul tells in 1 Corinthians 7:9 that it is better to marry that to burn. I pray that you will put God first in your life. We must strive to live our lives the way Jesus would have us to.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

(03-23-2012 02:32 AM)Chris8 Wrote:  Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

"Lord, I lift up Chris to you and ask that you fulfill all of his needs according to your will. Not his will, but your will be done in this Chris' life. Amen!"

"Lord, I lift up Chris to you and ask that you fulfill all of his needs according to your will. Not his will, but your will be done in this Chris' life. Amen!"


thank you very much!

(03-23-2012 02:39 AM)Chris8 Wrote:  

(03-23-2012 02:34 AM)Guest Wrote:  

(03-23-2012 02:32 AM)Chris8 Wrote:  Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

"Lord, I lift up Chris to you and ask that you fulfill all of his needs according to your will. Not his will, but your will be done in this Chris' life. Amen!"

thank you very much!

"Lord, I lift up Chris to you and ask that you fulfill all of his needs according to your will. Not his will, but your will be done in this Chris' life. Amen!"