Dear God,

Please help me. You are watching me suffer and destroy myself inside over this boy. You see how much I love him. How much he means to me. Yes I do value myself, but God he is home to me. Why did he disappear at the moment of peace and bliss. He clearly didn't plan to as he was asking for so many hopeful things in the future. Please God help me. I am doing my best to be patient. To wait for something better. Though God you must understand that while I am young and there are a few obstacles to us being together, we could have lasted it out to forever. Why he no longer wants me I do not know, but my heart is destroyed because of it. Please give me justice, please give me peace and let this hurt go away. I love him more than I can even put into words and it is killing me. Please help me. Please help my family. God my parents even loved this boy like their own child. Please God give us justice. God please please please.

I pray night and day