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Posted by Chris8 - 03-28-2012 12:57 AM

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
Please strengthen and lead them on Your way.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord Heart

Posted by azclassic - 03-27-2012 02:35 PM

Dear Lord I pray for this woman that you can bring her through this storm she's in. Lord I pray that her boyfriend can see that she has changed. Please let them forgive one another for the lies and he hurt they have caused one another.Please bind Satan from these two. Lord I pray the guest will read your word and find comfort in you. Will you please guide her and open the doors of opportunity for her. I pray that your will be done in this relationship. And I ask this in Jesus Precious name Amen

Posted by hzb10910 - 03-27-2012 09:09 AM

For the last six months I have felt like I have been going through hell. My relationship with my boyfriend of almost four years fell apart, and I had to face the fact that my drinking and lying had a huge hand in this. I love this man with all of my heart, and there is not a day that goes by without me wishing that I could restore my relationship with him and go home.

What is sad is that I would tell lies over the stupidest things, all in an attempt to be "perfect." It is not like anyone asked me, or expected me to be this way, I placed this burden on myself. My boyfriend and I weathered a lot together; we were out of our home 8 months after a hurricane. Then my godfather died, followed by my grandmother. His work slowed down and I took on more more of the bills, and added to a debt I already had. I was never truthful about this debt going into the relationship. I was embarassed, and was going to take care of my mess myself. All of this stress combined sent me over the edge and started drinking. I lied about this too. I felt like I could hide it from everyone, and that my boyfriend wouldn't notice. I was lying to myself. I am not saying he is perfect and without his faults, but through my sins I hurt both of us. I have fallen into a deep depression.

I am now living with my parents because I cannot afford to live on my own. As a 32 year old woman this has embarassed me and only adds to my depression. I feel like a pathetic loser.

My heart says to not give up on my relationship with my boyfriend, but sometimes I wonder if I am just fooling myself. This is the man that I thought I would marry, he was the answer to my prayers....and I blew it. I pray to God everyday to restore my relationship with my boyfriend. I have stopped drinking, stopped lying to myself and others, and try to prove to him everyday that I am still the woman he fell in love with. I wish I could take it all back, but I can't.

This has turned into such a rambling mess, but I am holding on by a thin thread and I don't know where else to turn. I have to be honest and say that I never pictured myself posting my "dirty laundry" on a site for strangers to read, and pray over. Thank you for "listening" to me.