Please pray for my hole, this deep pit of despair that I fear is going to swallow me whole. Tell me how to ask God into my heart? How do I let God wrap me in his loving arms? I can't live another day feeling so unloved, uncared for, I have sinned so many times in hope it will fill me up, but it never does. I know God can fix my heart, I just don't know to let him in.

When we were young a heartfelt reading of Bible then prayer was said to be like breathing in and out. We sin,but continue to do this, believing.