my youngest child was recently placed in a psychiatric facility and both girls will not speak to me. they went to live with their father at their own choice because i work so much and was never home and have no support system to help with them.

I miss them despe r ately and want them to come back to live with me. in the mean time, my husband is not a believer and 2 mos. ago he was released from prison. yesterday he asked me to move out. he's not violent or abusive but he wants nono emotional or physical intimacy. he told me that he will not commit to staying or ending or marriage but that he wants us to start over as friends and see where our relationship goes. in the mean time he's very strict about me respecting that.... no touching or emotional discussion whatsoever.
I was alone this weekend as he sent me to stay in a motel so we could both have a break and emotionally I fell apart to the point that I was almost screaming I was crying so loud and so hard. I maintain rigid discipline for mu husband with my feelings but it's not enough apparently and now between him and my children...I have nothing and no one and am barely holding on. I want my family back. I have no one else at all in the world. I'm begging the lord for a miracle and doing everything I can to maintain emotional stability including christian counseling and pressing into the lord. but it's gotten worse. I don't understand and the desperation and pain are eating me alive.

Dear one you still have the Holy Spirit.

God, please hear our prayer.