so I am crying in my room because my father has spoken abusive evil words towards me he is angry over little things and everyday he is an evil person I can't explain his reflection of the devil. He is a fake as christian preaching and worshipping infront of church if only people know what kind of person he is. I keep getting flash backs the time he hurt me when I was a child I try to get those evil thoughts away I hate him almost everyday, there are when he's happy but only for himself.. All the time he would talk about how myself and the rest of my siblings are failures and this and that... he is evil it has affected me the way I socialise with people and the fear I have when going out in public I feel like pinching someone in the face right now

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And sometimes I want to kill myself I hate myself too as much as I hate my father

Lord, please intervene in this situation. You know the needs and struggles of this family. Please help them. In the name of Your loving son, Jesus Christ, I pray and give thanks. Amen