Hello fellow Christians,

I met this woman in 2005, I am 35 and she is 34. I didnt become serious with her until 2006. We both step out of our long distant relationship. I betrayed her trust in 2006 and still regret it . From that period on I have asked GOD to forgive me and her as well. I have worked hard to regain her trust and to show her that I am "in love" with her.

She had two children in our realtionship by another guy. At first I was hurt, but came to the realization that If you love someone then you will accept them no matter what happen "thick or then" (AGAPE). I accepted the care and love for the children as my own.

I learned this year that Agape is only possible thru GOD working thru me to LOVE her unconditionally. This Agapeo that I have been cultivating has freed me from a lot of pain and hurt. So still resides but I know that GOD is working with me on that. Readers, I ask that you not judge either of us but to pray that GOD will give me the clarity and guidence needed before I porpose to her.

I have thought long and hard about marriage to her and began going to a Men's fellowship of married men at a local church plus praying for my lady. I do not want to leave anything up to "CHANCE" concerning this marriage. So I ask the readers of this post to Pray for me and her that we are in GOD's will for our lives to be married to each other and live our lives happily together.

Readers, I am not only loving this woman but I am also in love with her!


Thank you and God bless

Jarius