Dear Lord

Your are returning my strenght to me after last night.

The legal advice I got today has helped me so much. I no longer want him in my life because of the hurt he is causing, the love I felt for him is disappearing and I know I shouldnt hate but it is so hard for me not to.

It pains me that my husband has made this all so messy. My children have seen to many things that they never should have seen that have been put through to much hurt because of his bitterness.

My son is now afraid to be in our home because of what happened last night. My son was very annoyed last night by all that happened.

Why Lord do you let my Husband do things that are hurt our children?
Why do you let his ego get in the way of what is really going on?
Why can he not see that I did try for the children, instead he thinks it is to do with getting him home.

Lord I can no longer try with a man that is so bitter and blind to what is really going on. I can no longer try with this person who is causing so much distress to my children and accussing me of things that are not true.

Lord I am starting to think he is a lost soul and even with your great powers you can not even make him see the truth and the problems he is causing and the lies he is now telling about me.

Lord you will not leave me nor forsake me and I know in time you will make him see the truth but by even now in my heart I dont thing I could ever love him again after what he has done lately.

Please be with my children and me and stop him from what he is doing.

In your name I pray
Amen