This year has been has been very odd for me. Been married for almost 7 years and have 3 children (24, 16, and 14) and a granddaughter (19 months) that I’ve never seen in person. I got sick in August which really crippled us financially. I no longer have much of a relationship with my husband or kids, seems like I am stranger in the house. I sleep separate from him and feel ignored most of the time (unless I am getting yelled at). My 2 teen daughters want birth control so they can have sex. My husband insists that I get that for them. Seems my opinion doesn’t matter at all I am back to work which has become more stressful. All I do is work, pay bills and spend a lot of time alone or get yelled at or ignored. Can’t keep up with mounting debt. Suicide has been on my mind so much in the past month, and with the holidays, it’s much worse. I feel like I am on survival mode. My self worth no longer exists, so I would rather drop dead and with my current health status (diabetes, high blood pressure, sleep apnea, migraine headaches), that may just happen. Having no health insurance doesn’t help either. God is the only thing I have left. I can no longer go to church because no body wants to go and I can’t afford the gas to go to church and work, it has to be one or the other. It is very overwhelming. I know that God can do miracles, but at this point I no longer care and that is very sad. I am asking for prayer for my kids so that can go on without me. My husband is a whole other issue. I don’t know what I want for him. Sorry that this is so long winded. Don’t have folks to really talk to. Isolation can be devastating, even within a family. I just pray somebody sees this and replies.

Lord, we ask that YOU Reorder these lives, the steps of this guest, that they are empowered by YOU. It's easy to give up when circumstances become unbearable, but in Christ we on.
Jesus, that this guest find ways that they are called to service.
Whatever it is that You Desire them to be, that it manifest itself clearly to, "Mrs. BD." She has children yet at home that need her.
We are here to serve Lord, we are YOUR faithful servants.
Enlighten her with renewed strength to be all You Made her to be, Jesus Christ. Healing in this family, Lord, all for YOUR GLORY.

Mrs BD Wrote:This year has been has been very odd for me. Been married for almost 7 years and have 3 children (24, 16, and 14) and a granddaughter (19 months) that I’ve never seen in person. I got sick in August which really crippled us financially. I no longer have much of a relationship with my husband or kids, seems like I am stranger in the house. I sleep separate from him and feel ignored most of the time (unless I am getting yelled at). My 2 teen daughters want birth control so they can have sex. My husband insists that I get that for them. Seems my opinion doesn’t matter at all I am back to work which has become more stressful. All I do is work, pay bills and spend a lot of time alone or get yelled at or ignored. Can’t keep up with mounting debt. Suicide has been on my mind so much in the past month, and with the holidays, it’s much worse. I feel like I am on survival mode. My self worth no longer exists, so I would rather drop dead and with my current health status (diabetes, high blood pressure, sleep apnea, migraine headaches), that may just happen. Having no health insurance doesn’t help either. God is the only thing I have left. I can no longer go to church because no body wants to go and I can’t afford the gas to go to church and work, it has to be one or the other. It is very overwhelming. I know that God can do miracles, but at this point I no longer care and that is very sad. I am asking for prayer for my kids so that can go on without me. My husband is a whole other issue. I don’t know what I want for him. Sorry that this is so long winded. Don’t have folks to really talk to. Isolation can be devastating, even within a family. I just pray somebody sees this and replies.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this family.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this family! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their lives.
Please open the gates of financial blessings in our lives.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord