I request prayer because my life was going in a downward spiral fast. After 2years of being unemployed God blessed me with a new car and job 250miles away from my hometown. I feel extremely lonely and do not care for my job too much. I signed a year lease and cannot move. I thought God brought a wonderful man who stays in my hometown into my life. After visiting him he immediately stopped acting the same. He doesnt call which is breaking my heart. I am almost middle aged with no children and I am trying to be okay if God's plan for my life doesnt involve marriage or children. Something I think noone will ever love me or want me. I just dont want hurt so much or feel like I dont have a human friend in this whole world. I dont want to hate my life but there never seems to be anything positive in my life with a purpose. I know prayers work but I do not feel like God's presence is in my life. I believe that he will have mercy on me if I am on one accord with other believers. I am so tires of being depressed and hating my life. I am blessed with more than others in certain ways but I feel dead inside. I think I have reached my limit. I do not know what I will do if things dont work out.
I feel lonely and rejected. I want my relationship to work with Johnathan. Lord I so strongly desire to have a happy loving relationship leading to marriage and kids but if not please take my burning desire away to do so.

LORD PLEASE BLESS rlost AND PERFECT ALL THAT CONCERNS HER THIS DESSERT ROAD OF LONELINESS IS UNDESCRIBABLE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO GET SOME ONE TO UNDERSTAND IT DOESN'T HELP ONE BIT***SO LORD PLEASE HEAR THIS CRY FOR LOVE AND FILL IT FIRST WITH YOURS, THEN LOVE FOR HERSELF AND LET THE DESIRES OF HER HEART FALL IN TO PLACE IN JESUS NAME
LORD WE CAN NOT REALLY LOVE ANYONE UNLESS AT FIRST WE LOVE YOU AND TRUST YOU WITH OUR VERY BEING!! THE SECOND PART LORD IS VERY HARD WITHOUT YOUR HELP AND THAT IS TO LOVE OURSELVES ESPECIALLY WHEN WE CANNOT FIND ANYTHING TO LOVE OURSELF FOR BUT WITH YOU LORD THIS IS POSSIBLE.**SHOW HER THE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH ABOUT HER LORD IN JESUS NAME **FOR FATHER SHE IS THE APPLE OF YOUR EYE A VERY PRECIOUS TREASURE TO YOU

Father,
Please be with this precious child of Yours. Thank You for providing for her with the new car and job - please continue to look after her as she turns to You in her time of need. Please, Father, help her relationship with Jonathan to work out according to Your will. Fill her life with the light and joy and hope of Your kingdom - and the peace that passeth all understanding. You said that You are the Bread of Life, and that whoever comes to You and is filled will never be "hungry" again. I pray that You will fill this precious woman right up to the brim with You and Your love, so that she will never be "hungry" with loneliness again. Help her to really feel Your presence. May You bless her and cause Your face to shine upon her and bring her peace.
Amen.

God bless you.

(03-24-2012 03:55 PM)rlost Wrote:  I request prayer because my life was going in a downward spiral fast. After 2years of being unemployed God blessed me with a new car and job 250miles away from my hometown. I feel extremely lonely and do not care for my job too much. I signed a year lease and cannot move. I thought God brought a wonderful man who stays in my hometown into my life. After visiting him he immediately stopped acting the same. He doesnt call which is breaking my heart. I am almost middle aged with no children and I am trying to be okay if God's plan for my life doesnt involve marriage or children. Something I think noone will ever love me or want me. I just dont want hurt so much or feel like I dont have a human friend in this whole world. I dont want to hate my life but there never seems to be anything positive in my life with a purpose. I know prayers work but I do not feel like God's presence is in my life. I believe that he will have mercy on me if I am on one accord with other believers. I am so tires of being depressed and hating my life. I am blessed with more than others in certain ways but I feel dead inside. I think I have reached my limit. I do not know what I will do if things dont work out.
I feel lonely and rejected. I want my relationship to work with Johnathan. Lord I so strongly desire to have a happy loving relationship leading to marriage and kids but if not please take my burning desire away to do so.

This is a poem that always comforts me; perhaps it will bring you some comfort too.

Footprints in the Sand


One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints,
is when I carried you."
Mary Stevenson

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.Please send comfort to her.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

Dear Lord I pray that you will bring comfort to this woman in need. I pray that you will guide her in all aspects of her life. I pray that she will read your word and find comfort and peace. And I ask this in Jesus Precious Name Amen