Unemployed, been donating plasma to make money, mom pays for groceries now but I need job and plasma money helps alot. Every 4 months plasma takes vial of blood to do a more thorough check of protein in blood besides routine finger prick weekly. If protein low, I will be deferred for 2 months then come back and give more blood to test and wait few weeks to get results, I really need this money. No calls for employment and even though I don't want to leech off my mother, the grocery money only goes so far and I use this money to help for gas and extra food or misc. My mother's pension, extra money is also ending in September so she'll only have social security and she was even thinking about getting or trying to get part-time job, plus if I had a job I would probably still need to donate to make extra money since I have no degree or trade just unskilled labor jobs, usually part-time too. Prayers also I can somehow got to some school either Community College or trade school and I also need grant, scholarships to pay if a trade school, don't want to borrow money if I'm not gonna make alot of money at a job and I'm 51. School is so expensive nowadays. Also prayers our divorce can go through after over 4 years, no money for lawyer, can't get probono here and husband no money for lawyer either. We have 12 & 17 year old. Don't think I can get financial aid since still married, hard to prove separation since bills still in his name and he keeps utilities on at least for now and hasn't paid mortgage for months, can't get bills in own name without a job plus try to look for a apartment to rent with no money and also bad credit. Prayers needed, life seems hopeless. My kids have emotional problems, son is angry and violent sometimes (12). Needs help. Daughter is slob, doesn't always take care of her teeth. Can't move out of neighborhood and school district either. Kids won't move. I just need to be financially independent somehow, can't depend onom and husband much longer and want to be free, don't know how to make it. Most jobs like nursing that women like me go into isn't for me, I get sick at sight of blood and vomit etc.terrible at science and I'm good at basic math but not algebra, calculas so those fields are out, the most prevalent type jobs. I'm not good at sales. I like cooking, baking, beauty but not sure I think I can make a living do those things or get hired or afford the local beauty school without added scholarships.