God bless you for your availiability. I have asked the Lord to help me increase my faith, but I am stumbling each day more and more with this huge faith crisis. I wish I´d just believe, at least in something, I have lost faith in everything!
See, I have always had two strong enemies, which are my nearest cousin, Nicole and my mother´s sister, aunt Celia. Before I knew about Christ and his power they have been the busiest instruments in Satan´s life to destroy every area of my life as a child: economically, emotionally, physically, pshycologically, socially and family life. Celia has a strong desire in her heart , that is so evil and harmful and she goes so far with it. Her desire is that I never have anything that is better than her son´s or daughter´s have: Anything. Now, that I have a decent job, she is trying to tell everyone that my job is worthless. She minimizes everything that sorrounds me, because she hates Jesus. She did not want to accept Christ when I invited her. She says we are free to worship whoever we want to and dresses evilness with good deeds.
She is carefull to observe where Satan attacks me to come and use that against me. For example, when I became a Christian, she observed how the family rejected me for renouncing to catholic , Opus Dei and regular practices and now she is using that against me; it has always been this way, examples like this through my whole life: everything. I have been praying long for her, but I guess I am covered with anger that I need other´s help in intercesión.
Satan has given her power of influence over the whole family, even my own mother. They sem.idiotized by her. The truth is I cannot have anyhting that envy and power through her come and destroy, and am getting physically sick out of anger, because it is all so occult, deceit is everywhere and she dresess as if she where a blessed and good willed person. And she is being blessed indeed, but by appearence (economically). The way she acts is, observing carefuly any flaws we might have as a family(close:my mom, sister), she makes something to punish the flaw, and then declares victory over her punishment, declaring she is victorious over us. My family is Jewish, last name is Djokic. Please help me in a strong intercession in this problem. I do not now why the words she and Nicole profess against me, and their desires of cursing my life to under their feet them have so much power. Nicole is also her instrument, she dedicates her Heart to Satan so that envy grows in her and then tells her mom what she is envious about, and her mom acts against me. All I know by now is that Jesus Christ is better than that. I personally cannot take it in anymore, even if I try. Thank you and God bless you.
