im 20 years old and I've been living with my dysfunctional family Im in school part time awaiting a nursing entrance exam decision. I desperately desire to move out of this house go on my own and be able to work and take care of myself i recently got a job and i start tomorrow as a hostess. Things are hard because my mother is in a lot of debt and i don't have a father my set dad is on drugs and there are 5 children in my household I'm depressed because every minute there is something going wrong some drama i just want to be able to live its effected my confidence and my energy levels I'm tired all the time comes I'm constantly stressed i feel like giving in sometimes cause i don't see a way out i just want it to end i want better for my life. I know things could be worst and I'm happy they aren't but i still just want better for myself. I want to get out of this ghetto neighborhood be in nursing school and be successful I'm tired of the finances being the reason i can go anywhere in life. I need help and I don't know where to turn.

God of our strength and hoipe, we need delivrance & inner healing in our lifes. Abba Father please empower us to release Your powerful presence into the world where we live, blazing forth Your light, vanquizing the darkness & delivering its captives. Our eternal Creator who is sufficient for the need of His people. Our Shepherd, Provider, Defender, our Sanctifier, Healer, our Peace & our Righteousness. Abba Father receive our thanks, appreciation & recognition for who You are & for all You have done for us in our lifes. Grant us to shine the bright wisdom & insight of Your Words in our life. Thanks that you are with us & that You comfort us in our times of trial. Abba father please help us to continue to rest in You today.