I need prayer for strength. I have been batteling with anxiety and fears. I need prayer for the relationship with my boyfriend Pablo. He deceived me and hurt me very much a year ago. I have taken him back but I have not been able to hear because I can not trust him. I need strength, because I feel so week. There are times that I overreact and create a major argument and I alway bring up the past to him. The other night I did it again although I went crazy and started hitting him as if a demon was inside of me. I need help. I asked him for forgiveness and GOD for the way I reacted but it seems that he can not understand me. I did not do it on purpose, I am not sure what got in to me. He is being very cold with me and it seems that he has HATEFUL eyes towards me. It was not me, Why is it that he can not forgive me and understand me when I am the victim and I was the one that was hurt. I am not sure what to do anymore, but I feel hopeless and lost. I am a single mom with my two children and its been difficult to concentrate on them. I need alot of prayer to get rid of this anxiety in me. I pray for peace, love and happiness. I do not want to be betrayed and deceived again. I am so scared and I need to learn to surrender my fears to the LORD. Please help me

Dear Jesus,

I ask that you heal the hurt that has been inflicted on this child from the inside out and help her to completly turn over the hurt and truly forgive her boyfriend. Lord, when we truly forgive, we let past hurts go and do not bring them up anymore, like you wash our sins in the deepest sea and do not remember them anymore . In our flesh it is so hard to do this, but by your spirit you give us the strength to do this.

Lord, put a watch over this daughter of yours mouth and help her to remember she has forgiven her boyfriend when she gets upset, do not let satan have a foothold. Help her with her anxiety and fears, and by your spirit let her be a overcomer. We ask that you bless this relationship , heal it Lord, and bring reknewal in this relationship that hopes springs aknew again.

Fill both of them with your joy and gladness Lord and help them both forget what is behind and press on to the higher mark of you , Jesus Christ.

In Your Precious Name , Jesus.

Amen.