mariarae
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I feel like we are financially doomed
Please pray for my family. Life has gotten to be such a nightmare financially. Our house is mortgaged not once but twice. Our bills just keep piling up, and I feel helpless. We are so stuck. Let me explain. 14 years ago I was a working Mom, and my husband and I had a pretty good income. Then I developed a neurological disease called dystonia, and lost muscle control of my neck, The pain was excruciating. I had to quit my job, as I was working in a store, doing anything you could imagine. Cashier, shelf stocking, unloading grocery trucks. It was very physical. I had been unable to get any medical insurance because of thisneck problem, which I had no Idea what it was at the time. A couple of years later I became pregnant with my 3rd child. He is my miracle. Before I got pregnant, I would ask God to please let me die, as I hurt so bad, I could not even take part in alot of my 2 childrens lives. Anyway here I was pregnant and I thought oh boy what do I do? I was 35 years old, no insurance, and hurt like you couldn't imagine. A friend of mine told me to go to the county for medical help so I did. They referred me to a doctor who finally diagnosed me with dystonia, and after my son was born, I started to recieve botox injections in my neck. After a few weeks, I was like a new person. The only reason I could get medical help was because I was pregnant. That is why my son is my miracle. But in the meantime we are now stuck with state medical insurance, and no one else will cover me. My husband is trying to support us financially alone, and we keep going farther in debt. I am so sorry I am complaining. I have asked God to help, and I know that he will, I must just be patient. After all it was him who gave me my son, and my treatment for my neck. I love him so much.
Thank you all for your prayers. And again I am sorry for complaining.
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| 03-25-2009 11:43 AM |
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mariarae
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RE: I feel like we are financially doomed
I thank you lord, that even though I was the only one who prayed for my financial situation to change, I know that you heard, and will help me, as you love me so much and have helped me through so many of lifes trials already. I do love and trust you with all of my heart, and I wish to thank you already for helping me get through the struggle and pain of dystonia. I know that without this disease my life would have never gone the direction it did, and that was toward you. I know you will heal me of this disease, and I trust you with my everything!!!! I know that our financial situation will only get better, now that I have asked for your help. So even though my request was overlooked by your loving prayer helpers on this site, I know that my prayer was still heard by you.
I thank you so much for loving me!!!
I know that you hung there, suffered, bled, and died for me, And I praise your holy name
Amen
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| 03-29-2009 12:25 PM |
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