My sister is not saved. She has bitterness and resentment against me. Today I was feeling vulnerable and she launched an attack on me going through my life accusing me of not being what she calls successful. I have had victorious times and difficult times and I'm not perfect. I had been bringing my failures, past sins, times of unemployment and anxiety to the Lord lately in detail and interestingly she brought up all these things specifically so it felt like an accusing attack from the devil. I was very hurt because lately we were getting on better and I'm sad. My mother can be a friend to me and in my hurt and tears I confided in her. However she just said we shouldn't be fighting which really triggered frustration in me because this is not what happened and I felt my mother was not listening. It's the type of thing that happened a lot growing up. In hindsight I should have taken the hurt to The Lord alone not my mother. I am caring for my mother and feeling lonely in my own home as I feel I am speaking a different language to the others. I am worried about becoming reactive and regressing spiritually yet my mother needs care and I am limited economically. Please pray. I am trying hard every day yet at time the negative forces become too strong for me and drag me down.
I appreciate your prayers. God be with you:jesus-sign:

Lord bring emotional healing, forgiveness, understanding, and love to this whole family, also salvation to those in need of salvation. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus, amen.

In Jesus Name I pray mercy, grace, favor for this family. In Jesus Name I pray, according with Lord's will, Psalm 118:25 and abundantly life for this family. In Jesus Name I pray what is impossible with people is possible with God for this family.
In Jesus Name I pray 1 John 3:8 b) for this family. In Jesus Name I pray "The Son of God came to destroy the works of the devil" for this family.
Thank You Lord because there is nothing too hard for God. Jeremiah 32:17, Luke 1:37, Luke 18:27.


In Jesus Name I pray, according with Lord's will, Exodus 14:14 and Deuteronomy 20:4 and Deuteronomy 28:3 and Deuteronomy 28:6-8 and 1 Chronicles 4:10 and 2 Samuel 22:33 and 2 Samuel 22:40 and 2 Samuel 22:49 and 2 Kings 6:16 and Jeremiah 29:11 and Jeremiah 32:17 and Isaiah 54:17 and Psalm 1:3 and Psalm 4:7-8 and Psalm 5:12 and Psalm 16:7-8 and Psalm 18:29 and Psalm 18:39 and Psalm 20:4 and Psalm 23 and Psalm 33:9 and Psalm 35:1 and Psalm 54:4 and Psalm 71:1-3 and Psalm 71:21 and Psalm 84:11 and Psalm 91 and Psalm 103:3 and Psalm 107:20 and Psalm 118:17 and Psalm 121:2 and Luke 18:27 and Romans 8:37 and 1 Peter 2:24 and Ephesians 3:20 and Philippians 4:13 and for 7 times restoration for this family.
Thank You Lord

Try to understand your mother loves you both, and she must not be put like she has to choose between your sister's or your side. Continue to bring all your problems, hurts, and worries to the Lord for he does care for you and in his perfect timing will answer you. Even though you don't see it now you will eventually see he has been by your side making you stronger day by day.
Lord give this child of yours the peace they need and the strength to continue in your path and helping their mother. Help them in their situation and finances, also bring salvation to the sister. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus, amen. ---- Read this poem below, I hope it will comfort you, as it has comforted me many times in my life.
One night I dreamed a dream.
As I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to me and one to my Lord.
After the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that at many times along the path of my life,
especially at the very lowest and saddest times,
there was only one set of footprints.
This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said once I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me."
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you
Never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."