I get so discouraged and i get discouraged quick when i do not see results. I desire a real relationship with the LORD and i dont want something make believe , i do not want to lie to myself and pretend anything concernin the LORD.I pray for the LORD to distinguish himself from every other thought, every other voice that enters my mind , for the voice of GOD to be clear to me. I do not know how to seek and press into the Lord and I do not know How to tell If I am doin it correctly , i do not know what to look for and it is so discouraging . My relationship with the Lord is getting weaker and i've turned to sin to make up for my discouragement. I want more with the Lord but i dont know how to effectively pursue HIM.I pray for a revitalized walk with GOD. A more passionate walk . I also pray for my friend SANDY that she may be loosed from the Love of mammon and the sinful culture that has enslaved her. I pray for a powerful move of GOD upon Her Life to be radically changed by the POwer of the HOLY SPIRIT in Jesus Name Amen

hexman LET ME MAKE IT LOUD AND CLEAR TO YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT WILL SAVE THEM A LOT DISCOURAGEMENT AND TORRMENT. HERE GOES
GOD**IS**NOT**A**MICROWAVE*************************************************
What you want is for GOD TO ZAP YOU INSTANTLY AND MAKE YOU AND EVERYTHING/EVERYBODY ALL RIGHT. IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY IF GOD WAS TO DO THAT YOU WOULD NOT SURVIVE.
IT ONE DAY**ONE HOUR**ONE SECOND AT A TIME (not instantly) THERE ARE NO SHORT CUTS WITH THE LORD AND IF YOU SAY "WELL IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN RIGHT AWAY OR IN MY TIMING THEN I DON'T WANT IT***THEN I GUESS YOU DON'T WANT IT.
I KNOW THIS MIGHT SEEM HARSH TO YOU BUT I AM TALKING ABOUT YOUR LIFE HERE NOT SOME ONCE AND AWHILE VISIT. JESUS IS NOT A COAT THAT YOU TRY ON AND YOU DON'T LIKE THE FIT SO YOU DON'T BUY IT*********JESUS IS YOUR LIFE ASK THE LORD TO ROOT YOU INTO HIS HEART AND HIS WORD THEN GO ON WITH HIM STRONGER AND MORE DETERMINED TO LET NOTHING GET IN YOU WAY AGAIN FROM FOLLOWING HIM IN JESUS NAME
DEAR LORD JESUS CAPTAIN OF THE HEAVENLY ARMIES PLEASE TAKE THIS YOUNG RECRUIT BY THE HAND WALK HIM THROUGH AND TEACH AND TRAIN HIM UP FOR THE WORK AND THE LIFE YOU HAVE FOR HIM. LORD THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU***YOU ARE OUR SAVIOR**OUR LEADER ***AND OUR SURE HOPE **NOW LORD I JUST PUT hexman INTO YOUR HANDS AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING AND TAKING CARE OF HIM IN JESUS NAME