Please, I need so much help, she just started a divorce and I do not want one with my spouse, I have so much pain and I have no hope for myself, I'm so ashamed, I almost commited sucide this past sunday and the only thing that stoped me was my daughter, I did not want her to have the pain of her father killing himself and she living with that pain. I'm so alone and feeling that I'm at the end of my rope, I can't sleep or eat, I laid in my bed last night crying for god to take the pain away from me.

I checked myself in a hospital sunday night but, all they want to do is give you pills and I do not like them, it just masks the problem, please pray for me I don't know what to do, I feel so alone and abanoned. I'm not a christain but, I do beleive that god does exsit and I know he is the only that will releive my angony and pain.

Lord I lift up this wounded soul please get him out of this deep dark hole he is in & break the oppression & lonliness....let him know where the help & intervention is coming from & receive You as Lord & Savior....help him to reach out to a Godly church & pastors You can do Miracles for us my Lord & we Praise You & thank You always for being there for us In Jesus Mighty Name A Name that Saves~ God Bless You...Amen!

Thank you so much, god bless