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I have been with my boyfriend for four years. I love and care about him alot. For the past year our relationship has been growing. The closer he and I get, the more he pushes away. I was thinking that it was commitment issues, because he would break up with me and then come back. Lately, the whole distance and disconnect has taken a toll on me. I ended blowing up on him and we broke up. I found out one of the reason why he does this back and forth is because when he was a child he was sexually abused. From my understand my boyfriend never told anyone but his friend. This explains alot of things my boyfriend does. It breaks my heart that he’s dealing with this by himself. He is a very quiet person and never speaks about things. I know this is still affecting him because there are many signs something was wrong. Everyone in his family just thinks he just like that. But I know something is bothering him. I pray god calms him down and let him come talk to me. I pray that god lets him open up and trust me. I pray my boyfriend forgives me for thing said out anger. I pray that he is able to get some help. I pray his self esteem improves and his he values his life more. I pray he becomes closer to god. I pray that whatever is bothering him, he can overcome it. I pray he realize he is really loved and can fully accept my love for him.
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| 09-10-2010 08:55 PM |
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