My husband is not able to express emotion. He has passed this on to his 3 children. His son has found a girl he wants to marry and has not hugged me more than twice in 21 years. Today he hugged my sister 3 times and did not even say hi to me. I feel like he cut me with a knife or stabbed me in the back. I raised him since he was fourteen years old. My husband has not even tried to be intimate with me for almost 18 years now. We have been married for 21 years this summer. The witholding of sex is considered abuse and I wonder should I live like this for the rest of my life or move on. My husband refuses to talk about it or reveal why. He is not gay I am sure of that. He will not go for councelling or communicate about this matter. It is a closed subject. We are christians but I think his heart and love for me are non-existant. Sometimes I wish I was dead and then the pain would go away. This is killing me anyway.

Sister the bible say that my people die because of a lack of knowledge.When one is in pain the only one that can deliver that pain is Jesus.I urge you to accept the Lord Jesus with all of you'r heart and give all you'r troubles to him.I know this is difficult to hear but we always want to change other people before God have work on our hearts.Submit to God confess all of your sins to Him and be willing to do all that he ask you to do.Read the bible get involve in a prayer group and start acting like a believer.Love those who hate you do good to those who despise you.We can't do it but God can that is why he sent Jesus to save us.I urge you give it all to Christ and i promise you sit back and see how he work not only in your heart but that of your family as well.Jesus loves you and is waiting all you have to do is to open your heart and say Lord come into my heart and take away these pains in Jesus name.

I have done this already, you have insulted me. all I was looking for was prayer support. I will not respond again. Makes me not want to ask for prayer here.

Sister, you sound depressed. I know depression all too well. It is very painful and sometimes we feel so lost but we must alsways remember we are not alone. Psalm 139 reminds me of that and that does bless me with peace knowing that God is all around me and protecting me. Knowing that there is no where in the world or darkness that He will not be to lead and guide me, knowing that He created me and knows me like no other. Hallelujah Jesus. Don't give up or give in. Continue to pray and take this to The Lord. He hears you, He loves Marriage for he is the Creator of it, I pray for your Husband and your children's hearts to be softened, and for the Lord's will to be done in your life and Marriage as well as your Family. Don't be discouraged. Hold on and stay strong. I am praying on your behalf.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this family.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the curses to leave this family! Now!
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord