Day 32...
Father God Hear My Prayers and concerns…life is hard
*For our children-to know they are loved, for them to happy and content in their lives, to know they are provided for and we are working on our situation.
Cameron came to us on Saturday 7/14,said he needed help with his addition, we found him a rehab facility, he has been there since 7/17...Fred got to see Cameron on Monday, he had a tough weekend but calls from the therapist have been positive this week...i'm missing him and hoping/praying i get to see him this coming week
*For me-for your guidance and words of wisdom, to be patient and understanding, positive, forgiving, and open to conversation, comfort in each other, words to reach Fred...i'm feeling lonely
*For Fred-to be open and honest with himself and me, release his internal pain-get it out in the open, be truthful and honest with his doctor and counselor and me and keep seeking treatment for himself...the past couple of days he has been trying to pull away from me, don't let him shut me out.
*For Us- to accept, trust, forgive, comfort each other with love and respect. I ask these things in order to heal Fred, keep us together as a family unit, to grow and love each other, be stronger together, for each other and to have a long healthy, happy life together as one. In Jesus Name I ask and pray…
