Dear Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth I come to you to firstly ask for forgiveness of my deadly sins as they are the reasons for humanity's suffering. Please forgive me and hear me out and deliver me.

Great Yahweh my creator oh Jesus-Christ of Nazareth my deliverer I don't stand a chance at anything on this planet because Lucifer and his demons are ravaging us like we can't feel, especially those of us who love you and want to make it to heaven. Deliverer please help me, I try so hard with my heart, mind and soul and the world just freezes and stares back at me.

Father, I am tired so tired, You said to come to you all of us who are tired dear God I know that your concept of time is not like ours but please take acknowledgement of the tears and sighs and pleas Lord God it is all because of excruciating pain not pretend not always meant to abuse your good heart.

Lord Father God I reacted based on what I saw and deeply believe that you have blessed me with the gift to see, which I am so so so incredibly grateful for oh God I love it, it means that it is something from you and oh it is so precious to me and I appreciate you for it oh my goodness it just show a lot of growth in our friendship and my spiritual maturity.

Lord Yahweh Great God, I am tired of being alone. My heart cannot bear it anymore. I am tired of all the rub it in your face and feeling worthless. It is a horrible way to feel Lord and it hurts so bad.
What I said to him, part of me feel like I should have waited, the other part of me said it was right just in case he really did call "L". I wish so bad the he was the one so that this terrible torture of the heart would end. Fair God of true justice I have been paying for this horrible crime for a long time and I am tired of it and it is not fair. Please allow me a chance to live for me, please bless me with a true chance to be happy and joyful without always feeling condemned to this horrible situation please God how much more do you want me to take. Why do I have to pay for a vicious crime that I did not commit with everything that I have in me. I am still waiting to see your justice I am still waiting to see the wicked pay for their vicious crimes, ALL of them family and strangers, I am still waiting to see it, I am still waiting to see you execute your promises of justice and vengeance please don't let me die without seeing them. I know that we are worth a lot in your eyes but there's nothing like seeing and living true promised justice, ALL of them.


Father, the 10th is here and we have not heard from them. I am not sure if they see us as a bunch of nothings or they just can't do the job; either way it is frustrating and desperately need a buyer. Father God, we need a buyer so that we can start preparing please Lord you know that we don't have much time, you promised that you would be with us and you have so please Father Yahweh please fight for us for a fair price as long as it is more than enough especially because of human slight errors that may occur despite caution and planning and inflation. Father, please make something great happen for us this week so that we may move on please our bodies hurt, the roaches are embarrassing and disgusting we try to be patient but we are only human and we do appreciate a roof over our heads with the basics and You never let us go hungry oh dear God thank you ever so much. We would like a bit more space and better sanitation and comfort please answer our prayer. and whatever we come out with in the sale please multiply it for us please so that we won't be wasteful and take you for granted please please Father God bless us with a nicer place and a fair buyer today please.

I am sorry if I misjudge you in this situation, I am not chasing maybe I am but if it was not for the things that I saw I probably would never contact him. He never ever once made an effort and it hurts so bad. You are love oh God and I know that your ways are different from our perception and I still want you to chose for me for I know that I will have no regrets and you will be right there between us. I understand that sometimes despite tradition the girl has to be the strong one and I still feel that it's kinda right, if I am wrong please say so. I love my husband already because you chose him for me. I trust your choice so please please Father please have mercy and grace on our dying hearts and change your timing for us and please allow us to be please. Please allow us to be with one another as you have already ordained us and our daughter.

I don't want to betray us anymore. However, I am tempted to share some of the stuff I've seen with him but I don't want to scare him off or betray you so what should a lonely girl do?

I am not sure what I did but I feel hated at APD......Elas. I did not deserve any of it. Lord Yahweh, please help me win my case, both the wc and p&s. Help me win big Lord please settle for me ASAP so that I can start working out again. Please possess my Att. JC and the rest to work honestly and fairly in my favor so that I can go on a vac. after all these years. Thank you in the name of Jesus Christ for forgiving me and making myself available for me.

I love you Father God Yahweh and what you show me I love you please don't take too long to get us out of here earth is not a nice place.

Is fb in your will, what else should I do. I am willing to be the strong one to get it started but not the ring too Lord give a girl a break please please please I beg. I'll be the strong one but please don't keep me stalled anymore oh God nobody including you likes to put their hearts on the train tracks and have ignored and ridiculed and toyed with so please take mine seriously oh Lord as I have grown to take Yours very respectfully and very seriously.

I love you, You are love you. So beautiful please show me you please bless/grant me with higher spiritual senses, higher greater visions, superb spiritual, chemical, cognitive, visionary discernment skills. Both me and my husband will those skills for parenting and keeping the beautiful marriage that you have spoken for us. I dearly ask for those same skills for my siblings, mother and nephews and the other little ones to come.

Great God I suffer because You love me and I love You back and want to go to heaven, please say enough and make it wonderful and un-regrettable, I trust you because your work is superb and You promised through Kim and Sr. Nadege and the voice. Those are all evidence of your promises.

Going to nyc is going to be so so very hard please help me take it, we both know that it is going to crush my heart to pieces I don't care about going, I am making a sacrifice for you, hence mom please help me make it and take it. If it's truly in your will for us to go up there; if not let us know ASAP please, please send your angels with us in the car the engine the tires, in the dark on the roads please protect us and let it be an awesome experience please Lord. Protect all of us on this trip the boys their girls and families and us.

I truly wish that you would allow the todd to go on this trip with me. It's hard Lord why else would I be bombarding you with it at this time. Please send him you promised. Please send him you promised please send him you promised.

In Jesus' name, I pray -Amen