There are not really words for what I want to say, I can only say I am in so much pain all the time (demonic/spiritual pain) I feel like I am dying spiritually and cannot control it, I have always experienced a lot of supernatural stuff, but have never really know what to make of it. I am questioning everything I thought I knew and feel so lost and confused in and about life, I have never known where Im supposed to be or go or do. I have no family except my son and no friends. Im not bothered by having no friends or family b/c Yeshua has always been my company, but now I feel so distant from him (for 3 years now) i am miserable everyday. I have been thinking of suicide even though I know this is wrong, I just want to stop being lost confused and in so much pain all the time. Please pray thank you.

Dear one,suicide it's not only wrong but this bring eternal pain/suffering.
Dear Lord,please have mercy on this person and their son.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this person and their son! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their lives.
Please open the gates of financial blessings in our lives.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord