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Depression destroying my husband and marriage
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Depression destroying my husband and marriage
Please pray for my husband and our marriage. I Love my husband and I will stand by him but my heart is broken and the loneliness is so overwhelming. I kept saying there was something wrong with him he was angry and hostile. First I found out he had an affair in January which was so totally out of character for him. He is still with me and it is suppose to be over but in the last 5 months he has been an emotional wreck. He has talked of suicide, he is distant and seems to be miles away. He avoids any activities with family. He goes for long drives alone, walks through stores alone and goes out on his nights off alone to drink away his pain. He has no interest in anything, he hates his job, nothing is right. After several bad fights; on Easter he agreed to see someone. He has been diagnosed with depression. I have read everything I could find on the subject and I know what i am going through is not unusual for men with depression but I am so alone. He cant say I love you or touch me. He is unable to feel. I cry most of the time and I spend all my time alone. He is so distant. I just want my life back I want my husband back. During this time he made my son leave and he is staying with his Aunt. He may be 20 but he is my son and I miss him terribly. I feel llike my whole world is falling apart and I have no control. My husband is seeing a psychiatrist and is currently trying to find the right medication to help him but I am afraid he will give up before they find it. Lord please help us my family is falling apart around me and I can't seem to fix it. I pray for your healing and for the strength to hold on til I can have my life back. Please lord I just want to be happy again I am so lonely and lost let my husband find his love for me and let it feel his heart to overflowing take the shroud of depression away from him and let him smile again help him to deal with his guilt and show him the true gift of forgiveness and let him forgive himself so that we can start fresh without this cloud hanging over us; I wont give up on my marriage...please help my husband, my son, and myself to find happiness again with each other and heal the hurt that has come between us and remove the evil of depression from our lives. In Jesus name I pray....AMEN.
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| 05-24-2010 06:59 PM |
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