I have about had enough floundering in this particular area: I need to know God's will concerning me in college-WHAT do You want me to study Lord-The dragging on of this situation and floundering is about making me ANGRY!Jesus-You know Lord what I would love, enjoy,my interests-I despise poverty-I am not destined to poverty-Michigan is in a HORRID employment situation-My boyfriend needs income-I've had it with"better than nothing" low paying, low self esteem employment and employment that is not going anywhere-dead end employment, volunteerism,bed pan dumping, and bickering employees. Much of my life has been about doing for others so my self interests and hobbies were not developed-Jesus, I DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE my children with a bunch of my unpaid bills-school loans when I die-What is Your will regarding this? Also please restore me SOON oh Lord.